Coffee always makes me feel so much better whenever.. its just something that helps slow the blood and ya. hmm so tired now..

Nadal’s return to London will spark inevitable memories of Wimbledon – for he last played tennis here when defeating Federer in the 2008 final in a match many considered the greatest ever. The Spaniard hesitates at that grand judgment. “I don’t know if the level of tennis is the best ever,” he says of a match so badly affected by rain. “But if we are speaking about what it means to me, then probably it is my greatest moment.”

In the midst of excruciating tension, as he and Federer were dragged off court in the fifth set, Nadal retreated to the locker room to eat a banana and calm his coach and uncle, Toni. “I said to Toni, ‘I think I’m going to win and if I lose it will be because Roger plays well – not because of me. I don’t want to make any mental mistakes.’”

It almost sounds as if enjoyed that test of his character? “I was suffering a little bit!” Nadal laughs. “But the year before I lost to Roger in the fifth set. It was hard for me to lose when I had three or four break points in that fifth set [which Federer won 6-2]. What killed me was that second break. If I lose 6-3 or 6-4 with one break I accept. But I was angry with myself to lose that second break. That made it seem as if I wasn’t ready mentally.”

(Wimbledon 2008)

Same mentality

I wanna put my jacket around you, hold you by your waist and stroll along with you til the sun sets.

Okay THIS little dog i will agree.. so cute he.. and there’s coffee!!

This just says everything i’m feeling right now.. Like everything just not going right, having a lot of doubts and just don’t seem to know where everything is heading. When everything is either missing something for it to be perfect, or its just a cycle. When you are willing to put in all the effort but you’re not given the opportunity to. When you’re on the brink of just letting it out and say, ‘I don’t care, i just want it my way’
When you just sigh, close your eyes, hang your head and wait for your tears to dry.

But taking the time in every moment, knowing you have your heart in your arms. The woman you’ll hold and protect the rest of your life. Then you realise you still have the most important part of yourself still intact. In Public Enemies, john dilinger, uneducated but smart and charismatic, robs banks for a living, falls in love but realise he has nothing except her. So he does all he can with what he knows to break away from his own life and start a new one with her, away with everything. One of my fav movies of all time and obviously fav actor. Go watch! At this moment i’m slightly burnt from tennis everyday since weeks ago, realise i haven’t put on any weight after all this time, worrying about almost every other thing except you. Tomorrow will be perfect i know..
Goodnight my blackbird

Johnny Depp with Marillon Cotillard in Public Enemies, 2009

Seeing this in the window for the past few years and drooling.. if i save $2.70 everyday from now, i’ll only get it at age 45 -_- which is. fml.

Rolex oyster perpetual 1999 Daytona in 18ct yellow gold

(*From now on i’m gonna post all the watches i like haha in case any of you didn’t know i’m quite a watch fanatic)

freaking shit to look this good

so cute.. they’re too full :)

“My parents’ divorce made an important change in my life. It affected me. After that, when I can’t play Wimbledon, it was tough. For one month I was outside the world.”

“I am OK now (on his parents’ divorce) but you need time to accept. And it’s more difficult to accept when you are outside home and don’t know what’s happening. At least the injury (his severe tendinitis) gave me time to be with my friends and family.”

-Rafa